The countdown began before day break. The words whispered expectantly from her small mouth...
"Can I play on my tablet?"
Good morning to you too, Sweetie.
It was a Saturday morning, ushering in the weekend and, consequently, electronics. It is a rule around here and the kids don't mind it as long as the weekend delivers their blessed kindle fires.
My oldest was rapt with anticipation because, while she has more games than she will play downloaded onto her divine device, she really really really couldn't wait to download two more. Because they super fun and completely free,
A metaphor for salvation came to mind, but it was more of the American cheap imitation variety.
Salvation is not free. Not like that.
As fun as it would be to visualize clicking the little "FREE" button, however that looks to you, and going about our lives, Christianity is just not like that.
And that is good news. Especially for those of us who look at our lives and think, "This discipleship thing is no joke. I'm exhausted."
When your faith is based on a click and a purchase, you are still in control. Jesus gets organized neatly into a specific system in your life right along all the other morals you pull out on special occasions.
When faith is not "FREE", but "PAID IN FULL" then you realize that you did not buy into Jesus. He bought into you. He is in control.
In our password-saved world, where we can literally purchase anything at the click of a button, or the touch of the screen, it can be easy to lose sight of what it means to purchase something.
Lilly purchased her games because she was tired of the old ones.
You were not born again out of boredom. You won't be discarded or replaced.
Jesus tells a great story of what purchasing means in the kingdom of heaven,
"Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls, who, on finding one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought it." Matthew 13:45-46
Jesus was so brilliantly to the point.
The pearl is you. In full knowledge of your sins and faults, God valued you enough to give up His Son. Jesus willing left His throne. The One more precious and blameless than our little minds can fathom, gave Himself up for us. For you.
Love met us when He formed us out of dust, dug us out of the dirt, and saved our soiled souls. Love still meets us.
So on the days that are just too hard, Love is still there, in your face. Call Him out. You are His. That is a big deal.